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Joanne Elizabeth Ly
Currently 16, Studying at Hurlstone Agricultural High School. Living life one day at a time. I'm just your normal average girl who just likes to blog about her insecurities. I like to swear and I flip the finger a lot. I love my friends and without my family, I would not be the one I am now.

I'm generally loud and confident enough to approach any stranger and strike a random conversation. It's these things I do that make life worth living.

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Dance
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Music
Photography
Sleeping
Shopping
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Rain
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DNM'S
MSN
Catching Up
French
Europe
Traveling
Laughing

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The way out
Quynh Nguyen
Amanda Ramos
Chrstina Wu
Helen Ly
Huy Nguyen
Eugene Cheung
Kathy Quach
Kelly Lam
RaeAnne Carorasan
Alex Dang
Alex Tran
Amannda Cheng
Hillary Nguyen
Regina Hong
Michelle Dam
Minh Pham
Nikia Pakrash
Sarah Tang
Vivian Ma

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Sunday, February 27, 2011 9:05 PM

Swimming today!

It was so fun, except that my mum was bored since the swimming lap lanes were closed for construction. Saw the cutest little halfcaste baby ever!! She was around 1 year old but she was so tiny. And she started wobbling over to me and I got to carry her for a while and teach her how to walk etc. And also! Went to DFO, and got 2 shirts. Michelle thinks I'm pregnant, I ate so much at her house (And by so much, I mean A LOT), and I didn't even get full. And today I finished subway, and I was still hungry! Last night, my family brought sushi for Michelle and I at 12:17am, because we cool like that.

Trying to do a fouette at the moment, and pretty angry because I cannot do it, since it's so hard. Michelle and I attempted, and well, we could do a pirouette and do the first fouette, but that was all we did before we lost our balance. I learnt how to spot yesterday, and spotting actually helps me keep balance! And also, I might take up Ballet, or JFH (Jazz, Funk and HipHop). Michelle and I were searching dancing places, since my last teacher left, and we found 3 possible places close to us. I am practically dying to do Ballet, but then again, starting ballet at 14? A bit too old ain't it.

So! That's my weekend summary right there. Week 6 of school tomorrow, time flies so quick!! Can't wait for school, and I have PE also, which is dance. And dancing is the best.

Xx.

♥ J

Labels: camwhore, diary, entry, michelle

Saturday, February 26, 2011 6:05 PM

The most random snap ever at Michelle's place! Sleeping over tonight, and going swimming tomorrow because it's going to be hot as! Can't wait for tonight till we go high, haven't stayed up late for such a long time. See you!

♥ J
Labels: camwhore, random

Thursday, February 24, 2011 9:44 PM

Biology says that we are who we are from birth. That our DNA is set in stone. Unchangeable. Our DNA doesn't account for all of us though, we're human. Life changes us. We develop new traits. Become less territorial. We start competing. We learn from our mistakes and we face our greatest fears. For better or worse, we find ways to become more than our biology. The risk, of course, is that we can change too much to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Finding our way back can be difficult. There's no compass. No map. We just have to close our eyes, take a step, and hope to God we get there.

- Greys Anatomy ;
Season 7
Episode 4

Wednesday, February 23, 2011 6:25 PM

Not like the movies

I am in love with this song. At first, it sounds a little bit weird, maybe a little bit boring, but it grows on you, trust me!! The lyrics are so meaningful too, you should hear it when Amanda sings it...Self esteem -358635137856381751

♥ J
Labels: lyrics

Tuesday, February 22, 2011 5:18 PM

Inner Message

A few years ago, a Korean singer wrote a song about the sunburn mark that he found on his finger after he broke up with his girlfriend and removed a ring he had been wearing for a long time. This is the story that inspired Jungyun Yoon to make ‘Inner message’, a ring with hidden letters on the inside. Inner message is a ring that leaves an impression on the finger.

Imagine that even though you take off the ring to clean your hands, you are still wearing an impression of the words, 'Always'.

♥ J
Labels: inspiring

Monday, February 21, 2011 8:49 PM

Labels: photo

12:26 AM

Wanna hear a joke?

YOUR LIFE.

Bitch.
Labels: rant

12:19 AM

Who Is - Bruno Mars

Because I was totally bored and needed something better to do, I am now choreographing a routine to the song title above. Because Im pretty damn awesome you know? LOL JKS, I had nothing else to do. Yeah so, finished the first verse and chorus, which is about 1 minute. 3 more minutes to go!

Yaay...

Sleeping now. Sweet dreams everyone!!

Xx.

♥ J
Labels: random

Sunday, February 20, 2011 6:34 PM

She’s not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie and promises can be broken as quick as they are made. She understands that she might never be loved and too quickly, good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then, it’ll just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s your best. You can’t always expect people to care and even when your best friends stab you in the front, don’t think for a minute they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out too soon, that in the end, you are your own best friend. everyone will be broken at some point in their life, and more often than not. It’s gonna hurt like hell, but you can’t stop it. You can’t change your own fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don’t know what it is and when it happens, It’ll hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have experienced everything you can, the words “life” and “risk” won’t mean anything to you anymore. But don’t try and change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Over time, certain things no longer have an effect on you, and that happens cause that’s the way its suppose to be. But you’ll learn that later on in life, little things like a sunrise or spring rain...starts to matter.

5:58 PM

No homo bro ; (Bringing this post up again because I feel the need to)

“ After all, we are none but one race. Humans. ”

Firstly, I'd like to thank Eugene for being such a great writer at everything he does, and for being so honest about his opinions on the world. So basically what he did was he posted up something that was meaningful to him. And reading it, I was captivated as well. Quote "Being different, my dear readers/followers is beautiful." I personally felt really moved and the whole post was just deep, considering another thing he added was a video that was titled 'What it means to be a lesbian?' from someone on Youtube. Then I skimmed through the comments from readers and was pretty much appalled at what I read coming from 'Anon'.

"Humans were originally created for the purpose of procreating. What this means is that you need a Male and a Female cell to make another cell. An Animal's sole purpose is to recreate also. It is inbuilt in their DNA. Humans are a weird lot. They have these crap drawbacks called feelings. See, Lesbians and Gays are a weirder bunch, because they seem to have some kind of brain deficiency to seem that being with another person by the same sex is okay. And by all means, go the fuck ahead. You're just saying no to the human race."

When did society turn into something like this? I'm ashamed to even say I live in this kind of world. Why the hate? Why the disgust? Why that weird look on your face when you see two men/women hold hands together on the street?

You see, THIS. This among many other reasons are why the world is fucked up. What wrong is it to like the other gender? Why is it so shunned upon in this time of the century when there are probably heaps and heaps of gay people in the world!? And you know what I hate? Anti-gay's making up those stupid reasons as to why they hate gay people.

"Being gay is not natural.'' These people don't just wake up one day and decide that they're going to chase the same gender or maybe even both. The question 'When did you decide to be gay?' is kind of like asking 'When did you decide to be you?' There is no choice when it comes to feeling attracted to somebody. You don't get to choose whether you fall in love with a guy or a girl, it just occurs naturally. You do have a choice, however, to act on it or to walk away. And gay's. Yeah, they're the ones that aren't scared to be ridiculed in society. They are the ones that will risk social equality for social injustice.

"Gay people will encourage other people to be gay." In the same way hanging around tall people will make you tall, and hanging around Asian people will make your skin turn yellow. This is a stupid reason, do I need to explain why?

"Straight marriage has been around for a long time." Boohoo, go jump off a bridge. In the past, black people weren't allowed to marry white people, women were treated and labeled as property, and divorcing was illegal. This has all changed now, the laws have changed, but in the past, they stuck around for a long time. Should we demolish those laws now since gay marriage isn't accepted? Of course not! Because gay marriage isn't accepted in society right? How bout we send off all the Asian people back to Asia because that's where they belong?

"Gay people won't be able to produce children." Do all families want to produce children in the first place? There are some people who don't want to have children in the first place (My brother for example) and some people who would want to adopt because they think it's the right thing. So ridicule gay people for not being able to produce children, and at the same time ridicule old people and infertile couples for not being able to have babies.

"Gay parents will only raise gay children." Yeah..in the same way straight parents will raise straight children right?

"Children will never succeed without a male/female rolemodel." Oh, so now society forbids single parents to raise children on their own? Sometimes, 2 men can raise more successful children than 2 straight parents.

"Gay marriage will change the foundation of society." Like society hasn't adapted to cars, laptops, digital camera's and such.

And the reason I hate the most?

"God forbids 2 men/2 women to be with each other."

First off, how do these people know for sure that God forbid 2 men/2 women to be together? 'The bible states it isn't a good enough reason because the bible isn't ACCURATE. They are only accounts, some of which are different. Matthew, Mark, Luke and John are all different from each other. God created all of mankind, thus, he created everyone in this world. I'm sure God would've been smart enough to prevent creating homosexual people if he strictly forbid it. After all, God is the greatest, isn't he? And I'm sure all of you have heard God's greatest commandment "Love one another, just as I have loved you." Doesn't it mean something to all of you homophobics? LOVE one another. No matter what race, culture, background, sexuality. If God forbid love to happen, then maybe he wasn't all that good.

Since when did love have restrictions?
Since when did love become 'wrong'?
Since when did love involve being socially excluded?

♥ J
Labels: friends, rant, sad

12:27 AM

On Ice

Hey there ultra super sexy people who, like me, are up right now doing god knows what. Well I'm tucked in my bed as always, and listening to the sound of a flute playing from my mothers Vietnamese drama. The air conditioner is so loud in my room, it's pretty much like a soft lawn mower you know? No? Okay. On the 16th of February (Which was the Wednesday that just passed, for all you losers), I tried my second time ice skating...which didn't end up that well. I ended up giving Jenny scratches and flipped infinite middle fingers at Steven because he was showing off and because he kept on teasing me. Children these days! But hey, stubborn is my middle name, well, at least it could be. 2 hours of being dragged along was what I did, and I managed to spend 2 hours clinging onto at least one person. Time well spent I say. Oliver rehearsals after school...neh. I didn't attends 3/4 of it because I was talking to Regina. I didn't want to go in because the whole hall was silent and it freaked me out.

Thursday was Multicultural day! It was Mufti day, except that new students, year 11, year 9 and year 7 had to wear school uniform because they had their ID photos being taken. That's whatcha get! Classes went as normal, and I was so pumped about Multicultural day. It was my first multicultural day ever, let alone at HAHS. My old school never celebrated that, and from what my brothers have been saying, multicultural day seemed very fun. And it was! Calvin dragged me and made me sit in the senior area. That has got to be the most rebellious thing I have ever done in my whole life!! When Multicultural day began, I was hella excited, it turned out to be just what I had expected. Fun, amazing and talent filled!! Hah, there was a lot of Bollywood though, funny Vietnamese dancing and singing, some karate act. AND...SHOCK ft. A2N! Yeah they just blew my mind. Like always. And Im pretty sure Clement hates me now...

Well Friday was just like any other day I guess. At school, I realized I had forgotten to bring my PE shoes and hat!! I was trying to ring everyone in my family and no one picked up! Just after commerce though , Thompson called me and I told him that I left my shoes and if he or Mum could come and give it to me. Thompson said that he'll bring it over since mum was asleep. Words cannot describe how much I love my brother, no joke. 20 minute drive just to give me my shoes, and he said yes? God, where can I find someone else like him? At Lunch, I was telling Calvin about a story...but I forgot what it was about. When I was in the middle of saying 'Cracked up' he said, 'You mean caught up right? Catched isn't a word.' I was literally confused for like 10 seconds, until I finally knew what he was going on about, but at that time I couldn't stop laughing! P.E was the last subject, I had finally gotten my shoes!! My dance group consists of Amanda, Drina, Hillary, Asith and Dylan. I absolutely love this group since Hillary and Amanda has had dance lessons before, Amanda being ballet and Hillary being rhythmic gymnastics. We made a plan for our scenario, which is a really great storyline! We just now need to work out the dance structure bit by bit.

...AND BAM. I know how to skate now!! Okay I don't, not really, but I can at least move slowly on my own. Today, I went 5 times around the rink without having to hold on to anyone/anything. Winnies tips were really helpful and Vincent, Michelle were very patient in helping me learn. In the end, I still can't skate as fast as them or as flowy as them, but with practice comes perfection. I fell down twice today. But it didn't hurt at all, it just feels like your ass is really wet, well that's what I feel. After each fall, I started laughing (Still sitting down on the ice) for 1 whole minute because it was just so funny, even though Winnie had that 'Wtf' face on. I'm already so proud of myself that I can actually move by myself and not be a wall-hugger/a still rock. On Wednesday I will have ice skating again. Hopefully by then I won't forget what Winnie taught me!

Alright it's 1am now, I'm getting super uber tired and Im just going to fall asleep any moment now so Im just going to end this short. That was a recap of my awesome week, I know right, how cool am I. More coolness coming your way next week. Goodnight y'all! Sweet dreams.

Xx.

♥ J

Labels: diary, entry, friends, happy, love, michelle, school

Thursday, February 17, 2011 9:30 PM

Nobody chooses to be a freak. Most people don't realize they're a freak until it's way to late to change it. No matter how much of a freak you end up being, chances are there's still someone out there for you. Unless of course, they've already moved on. Because when it comes to love, even freaks can't wait forever.

- Greys Anatomy ;
Season 7
Episode 3
Labels: inspiring, movies

Saturday, February 12, 2011 3:59 PM

I love my brother, I really do. If one day, some guy up there in the skies decides to take him, I don't know what to do anymore. My brother has grounded me, shaped me, morphed me, into a better person. He's the person I think of everytime I disrespect my parents, everytime I say a quote or a phrase that I've said to him before. Sad or happy moments we've shared together, and we know each other so well. That shirt he's wearing, yeah I bought it for him. The dress I wore to the Christmas dinner? Yeah he bought that for me.

Thompson Ly, you are one of God's greatest gifts to me.
Please, please, don't leave my life.

I love you.

♥ J
Labels: family, happy, love

Friday, February 11, 2011 5:29 PM

Love makes you stupid

Today was a bad day. No, let me rephrase. Bad doesn't even cut it. A lot of things went wrong at the same time. Today it was very hot; even though the weather report said that Sydney would get isolated showers. I guess the heat got to me, by the time it was around 12pm, I was suffering from heat stroke. I felt like I wanted to die. My head was hurting, I was feeling dizzy and I could barely walk. Added onto that was my super heavy bag. It was around 7-8 kilo's. I carried 2 textbooks, all of my exercise books, and my laptop, in one bag, the whole day, while it was boiling. Think that's bad? Yeah, no. My splinter from yesterday is actually a big red spot. I'm too scared to get a needle and remove it myself, and it hurts so much when I brush it lightly on something.

Don't get me wrong; I am a positive person. I thought today was actually going to be one of the best days I've ever experienced, but it turns out I was wrong, like always. Today was one of the shittiest days I've had at HAHS. Pure bullshit. Pure lies. Pure pain.

I told myself this year, that at Hurlstone, I would have one of the greatest years ever. I could feel it, 2011 was going to be a blasting year, nothing can stop me from smiling...except tears. I cried for the first time at school in 2011 today. It's been 2 weeks in school, and I managed to cry, spilling out my problems to Miss McQueen. What was wrong with me? I had no idea, I still don't know. All I know is that suddenly, I felt really weird. Really woozy, like my soul left my whole body. I felt like fainting, and I was hurting, physically and emotionally.

To top it all off, no one cared to ask if I was okay. A simple "Are you okay?" would have got me eternally grateful to that person. Today showed me the most caring sides of some people. There's a girl whom I thought only cared about herself, but today, when she saw me sitting down in front of a door, she offered me help, and she forced me to get up and go somewhere. Thanks. But you can't have a rainbow without the rain.

Don't you just hate it, when the day before was almost perfect, the atmosphere, the context, just everything was what you wanted? Then today, was the shittest most unbelievable day ever? Not even a single word spoken today. Don't you hate it when you have such a connection with someone, but then later on they pretend they don't know you? Not even a hi, not even a "How are you doing?", not even a "Are you okay?" "Are you sick?" "Are you hurting?"

Because no, I'm not okay. Yes, I am sick. And yes, for fucks sake, I was hurting.

Labels: rant, sad, school

Thursday, February 10, 2011 9:26 PM

Lightning doesn't often strike twice. It's a once in a lifetime thing. Even if it feels like the shock is coming over and over again, eventually the pain will go away...the shock will wear off...and you start to heal yourself, to recover from something you never saw coming. But sometimes the odds are in your favor. If you're in just the right place at just the right time, you can take a hell of a hit...and still have a shot at surviving.

- Greys Anatomy ;
Season 7
Episode 2
Labels: inspiring, movies

8:10 PM

M-A-C-A-R-T-H-U-R WE ARE!

Just keep swimming, just keep swimming! Swimming carnival was today. Gosh, I'm so exhausted. Macarthur spirit! Macca's theme was Miami Beach this year, and it was fun trying to put together what I was going to wear. Best swimming carnival yet; everything was so perfectly put out together, 6 hours of doing absolute shit could never be so good. To put it in words; LOVE, LOVE, LOVED this years swimming carnival. I hope every year will be as great as this one!

Recap on what I did today:
- Screamed until my lungs wore out
- Danced my little heart out
- Took heaps of pictures
- Kept on fixing my shirt
- Looked at cows
- Took a nap on someone's shoulder
- Stole things off people
- Complained until everyone told me to shut it
- Ate a yummy ice block
- Got woken up by a mean ass girl

Greys Anatomy in 20 minutes!! I can't wait.

Xx.

♥ J
Labels: friends, happy, school

6:45 PM

You never let me forget about it do you?

Jerk.
Labels: rant

6:11 PM

I'm jealous of people with diseases people have heard of.

I have an invisible chronic condition and don't know what it's like to live a day without pain.

But my disease doesn't get walk-a-thons or media attention, so some people believe it doesn't exist.

It's real. I'm real. It hurts.

-

www.sixbillionsecrets.com
Labels: sad, secrets

5:33 PM

When we say things like, 'People don't change', it drives scientists crazy. Because change is literally the only constant in all of science. Energy...matter...it's always changing. Morphing...merging... growing...dying. If the way people try not to change that's unnatural. The way we cling to what things were instead of letting them be what they are. The way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing, despite every scientific indication that anything in this lifetime is permanent. Change is constant. How we experience change, that's up to us. It can feel like death, or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it, it can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment, we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment, we can be born all over again.

- Greys Anatomy ;
Season 7
Episode 1
Labels: inspiring, movies

Wednesday, February 9, 2011 6:31 PM

Labels: love

6:10 PM

Labels: inspiring

Tuesday, February 8, 2011 9:30 PM

I'd Lie - Taylor Swift

He stands there then walks away
My god if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you.
He'd never tell you
But he has a softer part
I guess he can see through,
Everything but my heart.
First thought when I wake up,
Is 'my god he's beautiful'
So I put on my make up
And pray for a miracle.
Labels: love, lyrics, sad

9:01 PM

Labels: rant

Monday, February 7, 2011 7:49 PM

Life after Death

Have you ever had those moments where you just sit in front of your closet having a mindblank? When you know what you're going to wear, but suddenly just forget in that split second? Where you can't do anything but just kneel down and look at the clothes, staring into space, wondering what the hell is going on in your life? Yeah...I had those moments today.

I was really happy with the result of going back to school today, believe me, I was ecstatic. The pace of school went by really quick, and I really do wished that I could've stayed back longer. School makes me happy, I really don't know why. Especially Hurlstone, since time flies so fast there. I thought that 'Hey, today's going to be an excellent day, I'm going to laugh and not cry and not whine and not complain because today is a beautiful day". So I got home, did my usual stuff, I ate, I drank, I laughed and I went on MSN, like usual. But there was this one point that suddenly everything crashed. Like what people say 'You never know how long something you say can stay in a girls mind'. Alright, it's cool, something like this won't upset me, it's fine, I got this. Hey, it's not a big deal, I'm fine with it, I just need a break. I think to myself, yeah that's fine, I'll just get a cup of water and relax.

As I was passing through, going to the kitchen, I somehow just stopped at the table and looked at the mail sent in. 3 letters. One from the ticket box, containing my tickets to see Bruno Mars (Yay) and one from my Dentist specialist, but addressed to my dad. I couldn't really see the last one, so it took a bit of time to actually read who it's to and what it contains. As I picked up that last letter, I instantly regretted it. There, in a white envelope and a stamp, was a letter, addressed to my Grandmother. 3 years. For 3 years, no one has ever sent a letter to my Grandmother because she passed away. But today, there was the name 'Khai Luong' written across the thin see-through paper. I kind of got mixed emotions as I saw that. Sadness, happiness, confusion. Memories rushed back into my head.

And that's where I started my post. Where I'm meant to be getting ready for dancing, but all I did was stare at my closet and think about what the hell is going on with my life. Where the hell is life going to take me? My whole soul just left me and I collapsed, in front of my closet just wondering what is going on in my life. What is going on with Grandma? Is she enjoying time up there..? I wonder what happens after death...it's certainly a very scary thought...but really, I want to know. And truth is...

I want her back. I've said this a lot of times, but I really want her back. Words can't explain and describe the emptiness I feel without her. If I could bring her back, in exchange for my own life, I would. Have you ever heard the song 'Missing you' by First Lady? It goes a little something like this...
"I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry"

And it's true. I would really give up my life for Grandma.

Random post, but I really wanted to get this out. For the better I guess.

♥ J
Labels: rant

3:49 PM

You are my best friend.

I haven't known you for even a year, yet I trust you more than the friends I've had for years.

I can tell you anything, you don't judge me. You are one of the best friends I've ever had, never leave me.

Thank you so much, I wanted to remind you that I love you.

-

www.sixbillionsecrets.com
Labels: happy, life, secrets

Sunday, February 6, 2011 1:08 AM

$115

HEY YEP, ALRIGHT, THANKS GUYS.

YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO CLICK THIS
Labels: random, shopping, wish

12:09 AM

When seahorses find a mate, they wrap their tails around each other so the tide doesn’t drift them apart. They have that one mate for the rest of their lives. When the mate dies, they do too.
Labels: cute, love, Photography

Saturday, February 5, 2011 11:38 PM

I was about to go when the light turned green, but my grandpa told me to stop.

I slammed on the brakes as a semi blew through the red light. It would have hit me had I gone.

I had to pull over because I started crying so much. Why?

Because I was alone in my car. My grandpa passed away in August.

-

www.sixbillionsecrets.com
Labels: family, sad, secrets

11:19 PM

I get this a lot ;

Why are you always dancing?

A lot of people ask me that, but I really don't know the answer. All I know is that dancing makes me feel like I'm being set free by everything that is making me troubled. In other words, when I dance, it's usually because I just want to be relieved of stress...of whatever is making me feel sad. Right now, I'm getting goosebumps, even though it's super hot outside. I'm meant to be happy, but somehow this unknown weight is pushing me down. Shouldn't I be...? I mean, it's a weekend, and I'm talking to my friends, and listening to music, but why does my chest hurt? Why do I feel like I want to cry? Why did everything that just seemed so perfect, now seem so unreal and fake? Like fake sympathy, fake empathy, fake love.

I don't need your fake love if you're going to be scared about it. I'm sorry, but just take it somewhere else. It's hurting me, and you don't even know it, because I can't tell you. I'm sorry, I should tell you how much it does hurt, but you know what...I just can't bring myself to say it. I tell myself, hey, it's not a big issue, don't get too upset about it. Yeah, it's not a big deal, at least not to anyone, but to me, it hits where it hurts most.

That's why I don't get it. People act cold in order to act, but they're hurting the ones that they most care about. Does that really seem fair to you? I don't think so. I mean, they're obviously trying to prevent something very destructive from happening to them, but what about person that's hurting? You know, the non-existent life? But they don't see that because they're too worried about what's going to happen to them. How SELFISH. I guess they cared too much about their own lives that they didn't have to worry about the others.

I'm sorry, but it's not acting I'm looking for.
Labels: rant

10:09 PM

Thursday, February 3, 2011 10:21 PM

新年快乐 ; 祝您好运

Happy Chinese New Year everybody!

Chinese New Year is the time to celebrate good luck and fortune for the tough 12 months that are passing. It actually goes for 15 days, but we celebrate it on the first day and the day before the first day. Its complicated but at the same time, worth the complication! It's an event where every family comes together and eats what we call a "Coming together for the year" dinner. It was a bit eventful, with dancing lions and the usual traditional food. Amanda came with me and we wondered what it'll be like if the boarders were put in this situation. The outfit was what I wore. I kind of looked out of place since the dinner wasn't really formal. As of course, mother was gorgeous with her dress, and my dad was still the charming one. My brothers didn't come because of work, but Vincent came back from the temple with a "Safety pocket" for me. It's kind of like a yellow triangle, which I keep in my wallet now. Chinese New Year is really fun, so far I have $255, and heaps of family time left!

Gong Hei Fat Choi, Mhan See Yu Yee, Sun Taye Geen Hong.

Hahaha, in other words, Happy New Year, have peace between all of you and have a healthy life!!

♥ J
Labels: camwhore, family, happy

10:12 PM

Kims Birthday

Happy Birthday Kim!

I know, her birthday has already passed, but I didn't actually have the time to sit down and properly write for ages! So Kim's birthday was on the 31st January. We surprised her by coming to her house with a box of her favourite cheesecake....that her dog ate afterwards. She actually WAS surprised, and screamed when Amanda and I jumped out and surprised her. Her dog is actually really cute, she goes by the name of Pocky. The 1 hour spent at her house was practically me feeding the dog my sandwich.

We went to eat Yum Cha, and then went to Liverpool to shop.

Anyway...

To Kim,

Chubi! ♥ Even though I said happy birthday to you on the phone already; Ima say it once more. Bitch happy birthday! You suck, I rule and you will always be the one that lacks common sense :) LOL I love the way your parents reacted when you told them it was your birthday and I think we both know what your mum is gonna get you ;D Would've called you at 12 but I was talking to Amanda on the phone. HAHA, one more year to go baby ;D LOLOL. Okay, Kim, you are very adorable and even though I tease you about everything, I'll love you till the day I die, no joke. I can imagine you when you're 70 just laughing at like a pot plant or something. You don't need to change, you're perfect, even when you don't think before you say stuf and annoy yourself sometimes. Hahaha, I love you bitch. Never a dull moment with you.

Happy 15th darling.

♥ J
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